When I woke up I called Shino, happy that I remembered her birthday. We talked for a long time. She is going through some big ups and downs in rapid succession. It was really nice to talk. I was still overwhelmed from yesterday and the days before, it is national holiday today. I considered going out to the festivities but was not feeling like crowds so I went on my own with my jumprope, book and a bottle of moscatel en spent all afternoon writing, jumping, reading and having an occasional drink. was a really great thing to do, had a lot of focus and really enjoyed that. Still felt kind of lonely when i got home though, nobody replying to me these days! Anyhow. Made naan and ate well while calling fionualla. she a real one. then I fucked around for a bit on photoshop and then watched Passolinis ‘the gospel according to st matthew.’ until I fell asleep